Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in kayleigh86's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
4:34 pm	OMG im finished! (Practicly anyway lol) Ive just handed in the last assignment ill ever do at school. I leave on thursday. I wont be donig nout though as i was the only one in our class to achieve a grade c in our last exem, so therfore im the only one not retaking it. (Smug grin.) They all have a revision session. Im supposedly going to have to do revision for the only exam that ive got left, biology. Thats what they think. There is no way in hell that i will pass that exam so ill just do nout. Its not untill the 28th june so got a while. Well it feels wierd to know that i have absaloutely no work to do so im going to be lazy and do nothing. Hee Hee. I have such a wonderful boyfriend. (Pleasant grin) Ha ha first time i typed wonderful i put winderful lol! sorry easily amused! Anyway off to do nothing and be lazy. Kay Kay xxx Current Mood: cheerful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
7:11 pm	Well im only on here to try and do something other than homework :) Havnt got much left to do but it is the most boring part of the whole thing, the evaluation. (MOAN) On a lighter note i have recently decided to try give up fizzy drinks, as i really do drink nothing but. And for three days now i have only drunk water. Oh and one frapacino (soz cant spell that you get them in starbucks.) I have tried to do this before but failed. I maneged a few months, so im determined to do it this time. I wont mind drinking them now and then when im out but im not going to live on them like i used to. :) Other than that not a lot giong on in my life. Boring as usual lol. Charlotte has been winging on at me about the fact that she hasnt got a bloke and any bloke she fancies her auntie goes after! Im so lucky not to have to worry bout that for a while. Untill Tony finnaly wakes up and sees what he's really going out with anyway! lol! i dont really know what to say to her. she is a lot prettier and more intelligent than her auntie (niether has live journal lol) its just char wont do anything. I cant really talk as when i was single i was not one to go up to blokes or anything but that is what i think she should do. Before her Auntie does! Never mind im sure shell find someone special soon. If i can anyone can! lol! Well am going to get this assignment finished if it kills me cya xxx Current Mood: bored Current Music: Linkin Park - Easier to Run (Comment on this)
Monday, May 17th, 2004
2:48 pm	??? Am in rather a good mood today so thought id come on here and yabble for a bit. Don't really have anything particular to say but hey, when do I ever! lol Am working hard on my assignment but still I am no way going to get it finished by thursday, my deadline. My teachers going to kill me! Oh well she pisses me off enough may as well do it back! lol Am still in love with Tony. Cant believe he is still with me! A stronger man then most lol! Mum brought me back some fabric paints so am giong to go and spoil half my clothes in a sec! She asked for it if she gets pissed off with me lol! They came with these stencil things of stuff to paint which will be handy for me as I like to make cards for people instead of buying them. I can use them to create my own drawings from. cool. Spose id better bite the dust and get back on with work. (Moan.) Have done a lot 2day two questions which was about five pages long and really tricky and boring to write. Oh have got an aplication form for this part time job at focus. Dont think ill bother as they ask so many stupid questions that I have no answers for. May as well give it a go but id be more likely to meet justin timbrlake them come off looking good in this form. lol Oh well really cant find anything else to yabble about so im going back to work. :( Kayleigh xxx Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 13th, 2004
12:43 pm	huffff I cant believe im still at school! If I have to put up with those silly little jerks for much longer im going to loose all the sanity thats left in me! Which is not much so I need to hang on to it! lol Yesterday for some reason everybody seemed to be in a piss with me. No one ever speaks to me in school but they seemed to be giving me wierd sideways looks all the time. They also seemed to be extra pissed off that i was in their class. I asked Sarah if she'd tell our teach why I wasnt going to be there that afternoon and she said ok but seemed to be really put out by it. I thought they were just having an off day but they were more than happy when talking to each other. Believe me I do not wish to speak to them but i just wish theyd leave me the hell alone! Ive managed to see my baby Tony for ages a week or so ago, so for that im happy. But it also worked in the way of making me miss him even more if thats possible. I really love him and just wish I could see more of him. I cant believe how great things are going as I would have usually stuffed things up by now! lol! (Thanks for not getting frieked out baby! :) you'll know what I mean) love you sweetheart Cameron has been ill lately and had to be taken into hospital. It put back into perspective of how sick Cam really is. He spent half of his early years in hospital and over the last few he has not had to make a trip in like this. All he had done was catch a bit of the flu but it made him very ill and unable to breath very well in the evening. He is back home now and has got over the worst of it, but it really was a wake up call. ill try not to take him for granted so much any more, he means the world to me. Well im going to go now and work on my assignment. It is the last ever one that I will be doing. Cant believe it! Its kinda scary and kinda cool :) Love you Kayleigh xxx Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
1:34 pm	havnt been here for a while Well I kinda forgot about this. (Again!) :) (Ill probably do that a lot! lol) Oh well Im in a really happy mood at the mo as I now know when Im going to see my baby again! Friday 3oth of this month! I cant wait I will be at my auntie and uncles for a week so hopefully I will be able to see him loads! I cant believe that it is only a week away tomorow! I cant wait to see you baby xxx School... well got a B in my latest assignment. :) Not going to say anymore cause I promised I wouldnt winge on this thing. My sister is in spain at the mo. Although that sounds good its not a holiday. My nephew Cam is disabled and he goes over there to recieve DHA treatment. (A fish oil.) He has to go through horrible tests for the womens (Martines (really cant spell that)) study and he always goes through hell when he goes. And travelling with two kids is no easy feat. Especially considering that for all the paper work that they have to take they needed a full size suitcase to fit it all in! I really dont like it when they go as everyone in my family is really stressed and things get a little tense. Anyway getting a little depressed now. Tony Heald xxx Hee hee now I feel happy! I really cant wait to see you and spend some time with you. It will be good to talk to you face to face instead of over the phone. I love you sweetie. xxx Well I think thats about all ive got to yabble about so im ging to go and debate doing some homework now. (Maybe lol) Kayleigh xxx (8 days!!!:):)xxx) Current Mood: excited (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 11th, 2004
10:50 am	finished! HA I have finaly got my room painted purple and everything back in the right place, which includes my puter so I can use it again! Yay! I still havnt got my curtains back up though which is a royal pain in the butt. I hate the thought of people looking in my room! (If you knew the people in Chard you'd know why!) Well, as well as this (touch wood) everything else seems to be going ok too. Tony is still as great as ever. My sisters happy as she has now finished painting our sitting room and has now begun doing her own. Ahhh for those of you who dont know I have two nephews, Cameron who is six and Harvey who is about 18 months. Cameron is disabled and has a rare genetic condition. Its a proxasomal disorder (dont know if thats spelt right) He is also doing great (touch lots of wood) My nephews are the most special thing to me ever. I think they like me too as Cameron sings when im near (however has the tendancy to tell me to leave him to his own thing too though lol) and harvey grins and asks me to pick him up whenever he see's me. School sucks and so does everyone in it. But hey its holyrood! Doin well on my course and it will be finished soon. Still dont have any solid plans as to what im going to do next but hey, keep your options open and all that! :) Anyway its easter today so im going to go and make myself even fatter and eat lots of chocolat :) :) :) Kayleigh xxx (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
9:54 pm	ha forgot i had this :) well my sister set this account up for me ages ago but, me being me, never got around to actually setting it up! so i had better use it as it did take my sister ages to set up as my computer was a little tempremental with her. lol. Well im never very good at penning my thoughts into words but hey someone once told me that it was good for you so ill try. i kinda like to write in the mood that i feel in at the time and im actually feeling rather happy today. (dont worry im not giong to come on this thing if i feel really pissed off) i think the reason i feel so happy is two fold. One i am really chuffed with myself as i am finally getting on with painting my room (purple) and secondly because of a very special person called Tony :) I met him on valintines day this year. (The only valintines day that i will ever remember) Although i have not long known him or been going out with him i still feel like it was meant to be :) i remember the first time i saw him it was at a party that my auntie and uncle where invited to. I was staying with them for a holiday so they took me along with them. This made me very nervous as i knew none of the people that where there and have always had a large hang up about meeting new people. I had a game plan though and that was to stick by my auntie and uncles side at all costs. That plan was almost emiediately ruined by an older cousin taking me to see a younger cousin named Chris and telling him to intruduce me to his friends. At this point i was thinking help, as i did not have much self confidence at the time as i had not seen my friends back home for a while and my boyf had left me a while ago and i thought there would never be another crazy fool who would brave going out with me! Any way the people that he took me to see actually turned out to be really nice and friendly. Each of them spoke to me and i found myself being able to talk freely to all of them. (much to my auntie and uncles annoyance as i ended up making them stay for an extra two hours or so as they could not find me to take me home lol) There were two main people that i takled to and that was a girl called Amy and her friend named Tony. Amy was really friendly and we chatted and so did Tony. When Amy went to talk to her friends I remember Tony asking me if i wanted to go outside with him to try and find my cousin Chris. I agreed as the first time i saw him i thought he was cute. (A label he is now stuck with lol) I didnt think anything would happen as he seemed to be too great a guy to go out with an idiot like me! Although we never found Chris we had fun talking and messing around with each other and i actually felt pretty good about myself. As it came to near the end of the night Tony kinda lead me away from the other people in the party and we shared a really nice kiss. I couldnt believe it when he kissed me as i really didnt think that he would see me in that way. When my auntie finnaly caught me to take me back to hers Tony asked for my number. I gave it to him but i also told him that he would never call! I mean i definately didnt think that he would want to bother to see me again. Why would he? As we drove back i thought about him a lot but tried not to do it too much as i pretty much figured id never see him again. But as it happens he did text me and we meet up again the next week. i couldnt believe it and i was really nervous. As i was away from my friends i only had myself to give me encouragement and the thought 'hes not ging to like you when hes sober!' is not the most encouraging one to have. Through all of these thoughts i still managed to steady my nerves well enough to meet up with him. I had a wonderful time. He took me to get pizza and then around some of the pubs in lincoln. Apart from feeling really guilty as he paid for everything, i also felt very loved as he made me feel very special. It was wonderfull spending time with him and I went back to my auntie and uncles with a huge grin on my face. From here we have talked a lot on the phone and made thigs official on the 5th march.Im now the luckiest girl ever to be going out with the most wonderful bloke on the planet. Although i do not get to see him as much as i would like i am happy in the knowledge that someone really special thinks the world of me :) Thank you Tony (aka cutie) all my love Kayleigh xxx (5 Comments |Comment on this)